Me And Her :: essays research papers

We have been dating for 1 month and 8 twenty-four hour periods. Able to have her as a girlfriend is the sterling(prenominal) gift of all. Thinking back, I still cant figure out, what gave me the courage to ask her out, peradventure it was my determine mind, which constantly reminds me that i want her. On the first day of our relationship, e genuinelything seemed normaly, too normal it made me think that we will never go beyond friends. That thought actually scared me a little, because it was like having something you have eternally wanted, but you cant hold on to it. We didnt get the chance to speak to each other the next day. I guess she found me too boring, or maybe she too, think that theres no way we are goign to go further than typical friends could. At that point, I did have the thought of letting her go, because I felt very unloved. On the same night I got to talk to Katherine, she was the girl i use to like. "Use to"?? Does that mean I dont like her anymore? I do nt tell apart the answer to that question. At least I believe the answer is not important at that stage. Because what she said later on during our convesation, is what i considered to be some important. She said that she like me more than a friend. I was flattered, when i heard those words. I was happy and sad simultaneously. Happy because I have found individual that might love me. Sad because that person isnt my girlfriend. I did ask myself serveral times, why did those words came out of Katherines mouth and not hers? But that question didnt stay in my head for long, because another question came up, and I believe this coming question is the most important one, and must be answered immediately. "Should I choose Katherine or my watercourse girlfriend?" I was a confusing situation, even though half an hour ago I said that I was prepared to leave my girlfriend, I guess its true, that you wont know, how important someone or something is to you, until you are at the edge of losing them. A couple of days had gone by, I still havent decided who i want. During this last couple of days, I didnt talk to Katherine, instead I talked to my girlfriend and told her the whole situation.